Friday, October 2, 2015

home again

We got home from a 12 day vacation yesterday. The rest of my family was ready for it; ready to be in their own beds, snuggling with their pets, playing with the neighbor kids... (We made plans to be with the neighbors tonight and tomorrow evening, as a matter of fact, because we just like them that much!) But as we got closer to home, I could feel myself getting more and more bummed out. Finally, my husband glanced over at me and asked what was wrong. 

I let out a sigh and started listing all the things that awaited me at home. 

A trailer that needs unpacking.
75 loads of laundry.
Cooking full time again.
A house that does not automatically clean itself and is about 20 times larger than my little trailer.
Homeschooling 2 children who like to complain about every subject. EVERY SUBJECT. 
Teaching piano 4 afternoons in a row (which I truly enjoy but it does exhaust me after homeschooling the first half of the day!)
Grocery shopping. I hate grocery shopping.
To-do lists. I like lists. I do not like to-do lists. Especially when the stuff I have to-do is no fun.
Exercising. Eating healthy. (After eating at a bunch of our favorite restaurants and having no time to exercise, my body has let me know I need to get back to working out regularly again, even if only for 20 minutes here and there.)
Add in my desire to maintain a social life, get my writing back on track, and the 29 other interests that I dabble in, "crazy busy" begins the minute I step back into my house. 

So going back home meant that I had to turn this brain back on to full blast, working at its max. 


But once I got home and got to work, I realized once again that my attitude is greatly influenced by my perspective. 

I have a trailer to unpack from a great family vacation!
Doing laundry has become somewhat of a competition with myself to see if I can get it done in less than 24 hours. 
Homeschooling needs to be more enjoyable for all of us - time to work on that! 
Teaching piano? I am so grateful for the parents who deem me worthy to teach their children about the amazing world of music!
Grocery shopping - I still hate grocery shopping. 😝
And the "crazy busy" side of life makes my life full! I can't wait to see my hometown friends again and to be blogging here regularly again and feel better about myself through what I eat and through exercise - these are all blessings!

So the bad mood quickly disappeared once I decided to see the value of what God had placed in my life. He's always faithful to help me focus on the good, if I would just remember to ask Him regularly.

The laundry is done for the week.
The trailer is empty (with a little help from the family).
I did a bit of grocery shopping - ew.
And here I am writing for my favorite people. 
Life is good, thanks to "perspective."

KC

2 comments:

  1. Ok here's the deal: I've learned to fall in love with grocery shopping. It's my quiet time to wander around aimlessly. I have a list, I still go slowly and look at everything. Nobody's asking me for anything, I make sure to schedule WAY more time than I need, and I always make sure to ride the cart (after you push it really hard) on my way to the car.

    Unloading groceries and putting them away? Totally another story.

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    1. I think I might love it too IF I could leave the children at home and listen to music through my earbuds the entire time. (That wouldn't be weird would it: me dancing down the aisles of the grocery store to the music in my head?)

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